so i think that i have finally come to grips with the fact that my dad is going to iraq...i talked to him and i think everything id going to be ok he told me that he was NOT going to be brave.....

we had recital this weekend woot woot...so glad thats over i have a life now!

i miss hangin out with some of my friends...it seems like we are going in seperate directions....we'll get through it
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liz

have you ever had one of those days were all you want to do is sit and cry?

today was that day for me. i found out that my dad leaves in 6 weeks to go to iraq. wow i really wasn't expecting to hear that when i met him for lunch today. how do you react when someone tells you something like that? how do you cope with the fact that that person won't be in your life for the next year or longer? how do you make things ok?

why do people change? to me thats a hard question to answer. i know that over the years i have changed....my friends, my oppions, ect.

one of the things that i have realized is that you can't change other people. you have to accept them for who they are.

i wish that everything would be ok but i know it won't ever be...i guess i still don't understand why it ended...i know we both said thing we didn't mean but i wish we could put that behind us and start over

so tomorrow i am going to go apply for a job. i know its scarry...the first thing that went through my mind was what am i goning to wear? yes i know i'm dumb but thats ok. i really hope i get it! wish me luck
liz

so the grad exam was extremely boring! i tried to go to sleep but i couldn't get comfy in my chair :(

i have a question, why are people so mean? ok i understand if your having a bad its ok to be upset juat don't take your anger out on everyone else! arg it makes me so mad when people do that. its like anything you say to them there is automatically something wrong with it and your just plain wrong. i can't stand people who have to pick a fight for no reason!!! i am so mad at these people in one of my classes....what am i gonna do bc all they seem to be able to do is put people down and make snotty comments. someone help me please
liz

i am so addicted to my book. i read 260 pages today! thats a lot of pages...today we went outside on the baseball field and sat around, it felt SO good the breeze was blowing i was listening to ashley s. ipod and reading my book it was fantastic!

i hate grad exams! they are SO boring....

so my mom told me i have to get a job..any suggestion?
liz

today has been one of my best birthdays ever! i love my parents! i had so much fun...jenn you and i will have an awesome time another day!

so mow that i can drive...does anyone want to go out tomorrow night? well i'm going to go play with my new birthday presents!
liz

I got my license today! YEAH! i am so excited..call me if you want to hang out today!

YEAH try-outs are finally over! congrats to the new freshmen: Andrea, Kaley, Ashley Peel, and Ashley DeFlora.
liz

so life is kind of crazy now bc its try-out week. practice every night...homework then bed. wow so much fun. so this weekend my mom is going to drive me to oak grove bc i can't drive and i can't find any one who is going to take me...man it sucks not having a license yet. 7 more days until my birthday! YEAH! hope your week is going well...
liz